Day 3514 - Hello Mojo!

I do believe my magical energetic powers may be slowly returning

It's been a long time since I've felt any energy towards my own projects.  The magazine is over 6 months late and my books have been lying dormant in my garage without a distributor, any advertising or any great desire to get them back "out there".  My consultancy business is all but shut down.

But little by little my mojo is returning.



Is it the baby steps?

Is it the relief of seeing the magazine almost finished?

Is the stuff we've put in our diaries of events to look forward to?

Is it the message from a parent telling me her daughter loves my books so much she had to buy the whole set after reading just one?

Is it the continual support and encouragement of friends and family?

Is the understanding of those closest to me and knowing not to add pressure?

Is it the words of a parent who thanked me for giving their child the opportunity to shine?

Is it the fact that my bestie arrives from the USA in just 4 days times?

Is it all of the above?

Or is it simply time?

Whatever it is there is something going on inside me that is building into something that somewhat resembles the old me.

The person who started this blog almost 10 years ago as a way to combat middle age.

The person who created a place to write and express herself in the positive light in the hope of inspiring others to live their best life.

The person who turns 50 in just four months and wants to embrace her half century with much celebration.

Celebration.  There's a word I haven't thought about in a long time.

I write this from the desk at the Crown Metropol in Melbourne as I accompany my hubby on an overnight work trip.  The first time we've both looked forward to something since ....

(I don't need to finish that sentence).

There are things I am unable to change about life.  There are people who will never return.  There are others who don't see the world as I see it.  And I can't change any of that.

All I can do is move forward in our new normal as best I can.  I owe it to those around me. I owe it to the kids my work has connected with.  I owe it to my husband and my kids.  I owe it to myself. I owe it to the memory of those who are no longer with us.

It seems like my mojo may be returning.

Thank you readers for being patient with me as I awaited its return.  Thank you to my blogger friends who have seen very little of me in their space yet continue to visit mine anyway. Thank you friends and family for being in my corner.

Thanks for listening as I've babbled on today about what's going on inside me so I can set it free.

Thanks hubby for a lovely overnight stay in Melbourne.  Let's go shopping!

(See you soon bestie).

How's your mojo?

Do you have any get-up-and-go-jo?

Anyone else ready to go shopping?


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